for sumy..

Dear Sumy,

I’m sorry for what I did. I didn't mean to and I’m sorry if I ever hurt your feeling. 

I know what I did was wrong and you also showed me that what I did was wrong.

Now things change.

I’m really sorry if I’m not the same person as before.

I can't change who I am even if I want to.

It like I have to think twice now before saying anything to you so that I won’t hurt your feeling again.

I have to control my crazy self in front of you so that I won’t hurt you again.

I have to be someone I’m not in front of you so that I won’t hurt your feeling again.

I can’t say things I want to say because I might hurt u again....

I would always remember how I hurt your feeling

This is the feeling I have now when you’re in front of me.

I like to change this stupid thinking of mine,

I want things to be that crazy when I talking to you...

I want things to be better when I’m with you.

I want to talk to you as usual...

I was sad that you said sorry before I did...

I was the one that did that mistake...

I was the one that hurt your feeling...

I’m sorry sumy,

Please forgive me..

I want to change the way I think....

That’s why I’m changing everyday...

I hope that you can be patient with me ...

I hope I can be as I used to be when I’m with you again.

Dear Sumy please forgive me...

i'm sorry....