MisTAke

everyday my mum always says that people make mistake... 

whether is a big mistake or a small mistake..

she always says that the mistake we made 

make us grew stronger, make us more matured, make us know who we are

i always make a mistake.. well always the small mistake...

but recently i made a huge mistake

the mistake that made a fool of myself, that embarrassed myself..

a huge mistake that i think that it will take a long time to heal to those people that i hurt..

 i'm paying for the mistake that i made...

while i'm paying for that...

i know a bit about myself.. that little bad thing about me...

and i'm doing my best to change that..

i learnt new things now... 

i learnt to be independent now...because i'm alone.

i actually learnt to see things differently... 

learnt this from my senior, she taught me that even though i'm alone... it doesn't mean that you will be until the end..

the thing i'm experiencing now, happen once to my friend..

i think i know now how she must had felt at that time...

i was there beside her, 

i supported her when no one did...along with her late mother..

i'm glad there is someone who also support me here, in my difficult time...

i'm glad that she willing to lend her ears to hear my cries, my deep thought...

i'm glad that she help me, advice me to stay strong...

i'm glad that she doesn't blame me, because she is she...

thank you friend..i will always remember it ...

so lastly what i want to say is sorry...

i made a mistake ....